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Prepped and not ready...

The last month has been the strangest experience. Knowing I have a health issue and will be going under "the knife" to resolve it has been humbling. I feel extremely emotional and vulnerable. It's not been something I could simply power through to be all right. Grit your teeth; keep going to the next ridge. It's not been something I could change direction on or even quit.

There have been times I have wished I could ignore it and continue on with life as I knew it before Einstein appeared. Have everything go back to how it was before. That's not possible.

I don't know how fast Einstein is growing or if it is a mild or a terrible monster. I am unsure how long Einstein would allow life to continue with it unchecked.

Even if there was an option to just let it be, Einstein has changed my world as I know it. It's opened my heart, my mind, my compassion to a better understanding of life and more.

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